Struggles with the Day to Day

I can't function. The simplist tasks seem so hard. I just can't seem to get done the things I need to do. I have good intentions, but I find myself distant and distracted. I muddle through some things all the while thinking about Josh. I just don't know how life can ever be the same again. That's because it never can be the same again. I will have to find a new kind of "normal".