I took some herbs last night to calm my nerves and help me to sleep. I did sleep well and did not have nightmares. Today, I have been alone all day, so far. Alissa is gone to get her car in Missouri and Mike went to McQuay. I am doing ok. I am missing Josh, but have not been crying all day. I think about him constantly though. I am still so distracted. I have managed to milk the cows and vacuum the house and freeze lima beans. These are all normal activities that seem so difficult now. I need to get back to normal as much as possible, but it seems so wrong to do so. It seems so wrong to get back into life with Josh gone.
I love you, Josh. I can't quit thinking it in my head.....................how much I love you!
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